I can't get over being pumped and dumped.

I guess I thought I just wasn't like other women, or that I had a chance with this guy, but about a year ago, I met up with a guy from high school.

We'd never been emotionally close, but we rode the bus together for seven years - middle school and high school.

I watched him go through a break up, and then shortly after I had mine. He sat next to me in most of our classes. He laughed his ass off at my jokes.

I told him I'd been divorced for about three years, and couldn't stomach ever getting married again. He told me we could be roommates.

We went out together a lot, and he told me things about himself that he never even told his guy friends through the years, and for the two years we chatted after I got divorced.

Then we had sex.

Everything changed. He just acted... Different. Not disappointed.

I asked what was going on and he could only mumble shit. Total turnaround. I'm not horrible in bed. I don't have an octapussior. I'm not a fucking mutant.

I heard from the grapevine that he told people I'm easy after.

I thought we were making love.

This guy I watched grow into a man flipped the tables on me after damn near two decades. Just because we finally had sex.

I can't even be around them. All I did for the first month was cry.

We talked for two years.

This is fuckzone Hell.