I am having a moment of doubt or possibly introspection. At the moment I am working on a psychology masters to help with a career change, I thought I wanted to work in a career which involved helping people. However I am starting to doubt this on some level because I am not entirely sure if I want to do this as a way to be the person who wasn't there for me as a child or because women are raised to be caring and nurturing to others.
I am questioning this as to get to where I want to go will lead to a phd and then cpd, whilst I am looking forward to the cpd I am worried all my reading and cpd will be narrow. That I will end up working loads in healthcare, with not much time for the hobbies I want to do and read what I want to read.
I suspect the doubt is because I am not sure I really know myself and am heading down this healthcare route due to socialisation. Or possibly I doubt my abilities and my desire to be an artist will not happen, either though lack of confidence or not having time because a lot will end up on my career.