Since the pandemic it seems extra hard for me to meet new people. I don't have many friends to begin with because I am very selective, but lately two of my female friends have become a hindrance to my growth. To keep it short one of them is overly negative and possibly jealous, the other one is a massive pick me who rushes from romance into romance without any second thought and expects me to listen to her drama, which saps my energy.
Ironically, the only person who genuinely gives me new energy and impulses is my HV ex bf. He genuinely cares about me and helps me in life. We split for other reasons than him being LV, was just not a good fit for a relationship, it happens even with HV men.
But I want a solid group of fierce and powerful women I can rely on, share my stories and life with.