This is about my workplace. Arguing with my upper managers is pointless. Because even me protecting my boundaries is perceived as rude. I usually greyrock those people, but sometimes my anger is so great, that I end up crying. I would love to yell instead of crying, but that's not "acceptable". I will leave, but I can't yet - there are other benefits I don't wanna lose until I'm ready. How to survive until then? I've never been good with expressing my anger. I just build it up, until I can't anymore.