So like, I am mostly ace, straight in terms of dating and marriage, but like, I LIKE women.
I've never associated a life partner with marriage, and I won't - marriage is a business deal, not a love deal (but if you DO get married, he should love you more)
In terms of like, the relationship I'd want, I can really only imagine another woman.
Like, just a chill life... Both working together, no cheating, but like, if she WANTS to experiment somewhere, I wouldnt be mad.
I was thinking about it, and honestly, I'd want to be the main breadwinner, but like, she could work part time or something for stuff she wants.
I know fantasy isn't always how it plays out, and I'm terrified I'm romanticizing lesbianism.
I don't want someone to just fall into my love life narrative, especially if I'm ACTUALLY straight deep down and just responding to trauma from males.
How early do you know if you're a lesbian or not?
Theres no such thing as being asexual. All there is is the way you feel.you Everyone has their own unique sex drive. People with low interest in sex dont gain anything by fixating on labels and worrying over whether or not theyre truely asexual.
If youre wondering if you're asexual - no you're not, no one is, because it's not real. You know how you feel - uninterested in sex for the most part. That's fine. And thats all there is to it. You can stop worrying about labels now.
And "asexual" was a term invented by girls on Tumblr a few years ago in response to being sexualized by predatory men. Not very inspired if you ask me.