Please go easy on me. I need to get this out so I don’t hold onto it.If I sound like a pickme I don’t care as I’m still learning.
So I’ve been really attracted to a guy in my friends group for a while. He was showing signs that he liked me and he was going out of his way in helping me with projects, exchanging numbers and always joining my social events. Last night in our group we all talked about dating and our experiences. Not once did he mention him already seeing someone. We were all out drinking in a few bars and I told a female friend that I liked our male friend more. She said she saw his attraction to me too. He’s a beta guy though, the strong and silent type ( I know) However, he was dancing with me last night, spining me round, holding me. Brought me drinks too. At the end of the night it was just us two and he just blurted out he was seeing someone that he really liked. I felt like I’d been punched. I left the bar and came home. He text apologising and I just gave one last message before the blocking came into play. Told him he was a dick and he’d led me on but good luck. BLOCK. I just feel so crap but not as bad as I’d of taken it in my younger years but still. It hurts nevertheless. So fed up with these fucking men tbh.