I'm writing about an experience I had with a man I don't know, about one week ago. My two girlfriends and I went to a river boating party. We were having a great time but when we got back from our boating trip we all had had to much to drink Well I got out of the boat and headed to the house to smoke some pot with one of the guys. We sat down on the couch to smoke and he pulled his dick out , grabbed me by the back of the neck and kept pushing me down trying to make me kiss it while yelling "do it do it do it". I'm not a fighter so I kissed it for a second then thought "I'm not doing this". So I raised up and told him so. Then I got up and left. What makes me feel so bad is having kissed it at all. I was really upset with myself fro having kissed it. I didn't and haven't told my girlfriends because I didn't want to ruin their experience of the evening because we all were having such a good time. With no one to tell I thought I would share on here because I feel like I should have fought back but didn't. I never should have kissed it at all and now I feel bad about myself. I'm embarrassed.